There were some especially hard days and Christmas Eve was one of them. As a parent, and especially at Christmas, you want to spend the time with your kids. I so wanted to be at home with my 3, but I also knew that I needed to be with Journey at the hospital. That on top of exhaustion and hormones made for a really hard day. Luckily I have Ben who was so great through all of the trials and really tried to make things normal for the kids. One of the nurses found this cute Christmas hat for Journey. (You can not dress the babies in the NICU so I had a different hat or bow for Journey every day. The nurses liked it and joined in on the fun.)
We had a great Christmas thoughout our trials and we were really able to remember what Christmas is all about and all the wonderful blessings that we have in our lives.